Updating "101 things about me" and thoughts on goals

I just updated my "101 things about me".  I had written the list probably 2 years ago and I hadn't realized how out of date it had gotten.  Not many changes, but some key ones, mainly surrounding family and goals.  Recently it has become clearer and clearer to me that as I approach 35 in a year and a half and the ominous "I will have a baby on my own" is out there, I really want a family, not just a baby.  I want a husband/partner, I want children with that person who loves me and who will love "OUR" children.  I find it so sad that I have not been able to accomplish this.  This is truly the one thing that I want more than anything.   This is such an open sore in my life. It is there everyday.  Every child I see, every family I see, every pregnant woman I see walking down the street is like pouring salt in the wound.  It is unfair for me to feel this way towards these people and their happiness, but it is the way I feel.  I wish it was different, but it is not.  So 35 is approaching.  18 months away.  I have a lot to do in 18 months before the ominous "I will have a baby on my own" option B rears its ugly head as a harsh reality.

101 things in 1001 days

I just read about a program that is listed on live journal with people making a list of 101 things to do in 1001 days. http://community.livejournal.com/jan1_2008 I am so intrigued. I think that it might just be the perfect thing for my life right now. It could be as easy as making a list of all of my dreams and putting it out there. I think that I will start my list and build it until I am ready to post it. I have until September 28, 2010 to complete my list don't I??? I think that this might turn into a 101 things in 365 days, but let's not get over zealous shall we!!!