I have been seeing a life coach for 2 years now and over the last two months,our relationship has changed and she is now my therapist. Long boring story how it all happened. Anyway, I am now going to her twice a week and I have found that I am not enjoying the visits. I don't want to talk about my feelings anymore. I don't want to have someone continually asking me "What do you mean by INTERESTING?" I mean that it is interesting. A whole half an hour yesterday talking about what the work interesting means to me. Give me a break. Yes I use it a lot with her. Usually to get her to leave me alone. I am really starting to resent this whole thing. Not to mention that I am paying for this torture!!!
I know that it is good for me and will help me with some of the things that I want to do with my life, but really, I don't want to tell her anymore anything. I don't want to see her. Its draining and exhausting and I am not liking it. Is that alright??? I wish I could cancel her forever. I am done with it. Done. I wonder if there is anyway to get out of it. Probably not. And in classic therapist language "Would that serve me well?" "NO, but I don't fucking care right now!"
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